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| Monday, June 2nd, 2008 | | 8:44 pm |
Stuffing the Tubes
I hereby coin the phrase "stuffing the tubes". Used to refer to someone using a large amount of bandwidth. For instance: "Chuck downloads so much useless crap, he's stuffing the tubes." Feel free to disseminate this to unwary bystanders. | | Friday, February 29th, 2008 | | 8:13 pm |
Looking up....?
Things might actually be looking up; I have a job come monday, and it pays enough that mal and I should be able to get out of debt and pay bills and such. We'll see how it all goes, but I'm glad I'm at least getting something. And the apartment is finally starting to feel like home. | | Thursday, January 31st, 2008 | | 11:02 am |
Starting off like a fresh bag of dog shit
Ugh....so after looking around a bit, I'm realizing something; NOBODY has had a good start to 2008. My brothers in jail, TWO of my friends have gotten robbed, (and whoever it was better pray I don't find them, because I am in a foul mood and I will visit tortures and pain upon those persons) I can't find a job to save my life, or apartment, and things just seem to overall suck. If the rest of the year turns out to be as monumentally bad as it's been so far I'm going back to bed. Wake me in 2010. | | Saturday, December 1st, 2007 | | 10:23 am |
It's amazing how quickly things can turn to shit. | | Tuesday, November 20th, 2007 | | 4:16 pm |
When I come to terms with this.....
I'm sitting in my new apartment, but it doesn't feel like mine for some reason. It's like I'm in a hotel, and at any moment we're going to pick up and head back to Jersey. But I know we're not. We need to make it here. And we will. Mal's gonna have a job by the end of next week, definitely. I think I will too, it's just gonna be a bit harder. But I know I can do this. And after I get a job, all the goals I set for myself years and years ago will be complete. Scary, eh? | | Thursday, November 8th, 2007 | | 12:52 pm |
Moving!
So yeah....I don't update anymore, I've noticed. Ever. So here....*ahem* Just finished watching Beast Machines last night...this means that mal and I have watched the entire "Beast Wars" transformers mythos...thing. Grade-A dorks, yes. Next up; Gargoyles. In more important news, we're moving. To Maryland. Silver Spring, to be specific. It's a nice apartment, a good area, and we're both nervous as hell. Her because she's never moved before, me because, well.....moving out of state is nerve-wracking. Also, one of my cats has cancer. They're all getting old, so it's to be expected that their health is gonna fail, but it still sucks. That's about it, I think. Dunno if anyone reads this anymore, but if you do, Hi! | | Tuesday, May 15th, 2007 | | 9:55 pm |
Writings
At my wifes suggestion, I'm going to start posting some of my random writings. So, here; enjoy. I float down the silent river, the stars overhead reflected below. It looks like the sky has left its perch above and become a bed for me, infinite burning lights coalescing under my head. The heavens are a bed for me, meteors and planets my pillows. For an instant, I am flying free, soaring through the skies in a myriad forms, a hundred thoughts. I am at peace. | | Friday, May 11th, 2007 | | 9:53 am |
Stuff
Okay...so, update. Huge, lots of things. First off, I'm married now. Apologies to all the ladies. It's actually really nice, despite what random strangers tell you. Enjoying it immensley. Second, I'm aiming for a better job. Looking into a couple possibilities, hopefully I'll get a bite on one of them. Plus Mal just got a new one, and it looks like it's gonna pan out nicely. Happy. Allergies are kicking my ass again, big surprise. Hence the wierd sentances. Got started on Lord of the Rings Online, very cool MMORPG. If your not on, get on. Because I say so. Bleh. Working on a brandy-dandy new card game with a friend of mine. All very hush-hush right now, so I'd have to kill you if I said more. Actually, I'd have to kill you, erase the conversation from your computer, explode your house, and then burn down the internet. Safety precautions. Umm...what else..... I like fruit. Especially pineapple. Yum pineapple. | | Thursday, February 1st, 2007 | | 12:50 pm |
BLEARG
Mrf...I'm sick. And not the fun "feeling icky but still able to do stuff" sick, it's the "vomiting and feeling like your body is trying to turn inside-out" sick. Started two nights ago, when I couldn't get any sleep 'cause I was naseous. Then yesterday I felt like crap all day, hardly managed to get -any- work done, and only was able to eat one piece of toast. Last night and this morning felt about the same, then I finally got some more sleep and I'm starting to feel human again. On the plus side, Mal got herself a job. Not the best one, admittedly, since she hates it, but still; income is income. It was through a temp agency that we both applied to, but since she has more experience with office work she got something pretty much right away. I, of course, have to be difficult. My skills with office things amount to pretty much Word and Excel, whereas my area of experience is photography (thanks to my current job). At least I'm getting stuff out there, though. I should probably put together a portfolio of some kind, since people seem to insist that I'm really good at the whole picture-taking thing. Meh, I don't see it, but that's probably just me. Everyone seems really excited about the wedding, which is cool. All of us getting together and hanging out is gonna be nice, especially after all the stress of getting this thing put together. Still a few things I need to get taken care of, but hopefully I'll be able to during the coming week. Also, anyone who hasn't submitted a response card (and reads this, obviously) NEEDS TO SOON. That's all for now, I think. This has gotta be the longest update I've done in a while, b | | Tuesday, January 2nd, 2007 | | 10:08 pm |
Happy Jew Beer
Another year come and gone. It's been strange, and make no mistake; it's definitely left it's mark on me. But overall, I'm better this year than I was last, and that counts for a lot. Hope everyones year is happy, productive, etc. Knock 'em dead. | | Monday, July 10th, 2006 | | 10:47 pm |
( Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. (Many many people) |
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (TV is evil, and the space pirate monkeys use it for mind control.) |
✓ I own lots of books. (and they own me.) |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (Or at least, I SHOULD.) |
✓ I love to play video games. (I am not an addict!) |
× I've tried marijuana. |
| ✓ I've watched porn movies. (Debbie Does Dallas = classic) |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. |
× I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. (I curse a LOT.) |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (I'd like to think I've grown up. Ish.) |
✓ I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (It's in my car, if that counts.) |
( it goes on... ) Current Music: Sleepless - In Strict Confidence | | Thursday, June 29th, 2006 | | 1:57 am |
"If you're frightened of dying, and you're holding on...you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth." Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: Counterpart - Solitary Experiments | | Monday, June 26th, 2006 | | 11:46 pm |
"If you talk too much (my head will explode)"
Name of a song I heard on the radio a little while ago. I shit you not. It's actually a pretty cool song, though somewhat bizzarre. I just know that it's gonna start running through my head every time my mom starts talking to me ^_^. Engagement party on Sunday = Success. I think this whole thing has finally sunk in. I'm really glad we're going through with this. Hopefully I'll be heading down to visit Edward for 4th of July weekend, so I can watch the fireworks from his roof (it has an AMAZING view). All for now. Current Music: PzychoBitch - Sweet Kiss | | Tuesday, May 30th, 2006 | | 12:57 am |
Start the fanfare and roll the presses: I'm officially engaged! Yup, I popped the question to my one-and-only tonight (at the beach, romantic eh?), so it turns out I'm getting hitched after all. Wierd, ain't it? Current Mood: accomplished | | Thursday, May 18th, 2006 | | 10:10 am |
| | 10:06 am |
Demagog, by Emergence; Like a spider spinning webs in your fetid hole You measure discontent with envy Darkness eats your soul You hatch your sordid little plots Every convert plays a part Your hateful faction grows Then crumbles as the center falls apart Run for higher ground your back against the wall And watch your henchmen gather round As they rally to your call You unleash them on the world Like a wild savage horde And with their battle flags unfurled They clamor as their victims are ignored Like a self-made petty god in your secret shrine Your hounds lay curled up on your feet Waiting for a sign Blaming others for your faults Bilging with your secret hate Your faithful turn away You see at last but now it is too late ---------------------------------------- ------ I'm sure there's probably an actual message in there, but....he's singing about his HENCHMEN. And to be honest, it sounds more like "You unleash them on the world, like a wild savage whore." Which to me sounds a lot better. Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Flesh Field - Beneath Contempt | | Monday, May 1st, 2006 | | 10:16 am |
Nintendo is BONKERS
For those of you how haven't seen this, it's a Penny Arcade comic mocking the new Nintendo system name:  What name did they -actually- use? ... ... ... Wii I'm not sure, but I think the one PA came up with is better. | | Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006 | | 7:23 pm |
Hell......yes Fairly accurate, too. Current Music: The Birthday Massacre - Horror Show | | Friday, March 3rd, 2006 | | 10:57 am |
Phonage!
My first update in about a bazillion days.... I got a new phone! It's a Verizon "The V", or some stupid name like that. The phone is really cool though, and it actually gets reception! So now I can hear people without being on the road and a million miles from nowhere. Plus is opens sideways into this little PDA-type thing. Le nifty, yes? It's a little expensive, but nothing I can't handle. I'm working a LOT more, which means more cash money. (As opposed to, y'know, wheel money or something) Things are looking up, really. I've been a lot calmer than I used to be, and apparantly more pleasant to be around. AND! Sometime this month Mal and I are going to visit Edward in D.C. I'm beyond excited about this, I -finally- get to see his apartment. And D.C. Which is cool. And him, which is also (vaugly) cool. ^_^ Right now I don't think there's much about my life I would change, and the stuff that I want to is actually feasable now. I'm going to go for my Microsoft certification when I can spare the time, which will help me a lot in finding jobs. I was always telling myself that life would get better. Good to know I was right. Current Mood: (oddly)Current Music: X- Fusion - Empty Souls | | Thursday, January 12th, 2006 | | 12:55 pm |
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, I feel better now. How is it thing are good and shitty at the same time? |
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